hai.

im sad.

real sad.

dear asked mi to separate frm him.

for the time being.

coz he wana concentrate on his studies.

hai.

dunno how long.

dunno till when.

hai.

im lost.

i got nth.

i reallie dunno wat to do.

my heart reallie broke.

but.

reallie wonder he noes or not.

hai.

dear.

i reallie love u real lots.

im missing u all the while.

im suffering.

reallie suffer.

but no one noe.

i may look strong.

but.

im reallie weak deep in mi.

real weak.

hai.

i will wait.

wait for miracle.

i will still hope tat u will call mi once a while.

msg mi once a while.

i dun wan everything to stop till.

dunno when.

i wan it to continue going on.

will u still care for mi?

will u still love mi?

will u be by my side when im sick?

i reallie dun wan everything to stop juz like tis.

sometimes i reallie doubt the word.

"forever".

hmm.

hai.

if he juz wana end like tis.

i reallie dun haf the courage to love again.

reallie.

i took very long to accept him.

again.

yeah again.

onli 1 person noe tat its.

"again".

is yun.

she noes tat.

she asked mi.

"ur ex oso named desmond right?"

i struggled.

i replied her.

its the same person.

shes shocked.

yupp.

hai.

wat shall i do now?

i reallie got no idea.

dear plz dun leave mi.